Hey,
Read the title. That explains everything I'm going to talk about. Nobody actually WANTS to listen to me ramble, or talk about myself, so I thought I'd do it here. You don't have to read it. You can if you want, but like I said, it's about me.
So, it's the day before school. I've just had two weeks (kinda) off, which was actual bliss. I did have a DofE expedition though, in Brighton, which lasted four days. And let me tell you; that was absolute hell. But, I guess I enjoyed it. Kinda. Maybe. Not. But for the rest of the holidays, I spent my precious time on my laptop, and watching films and TV. Maybe seeing my family for a bit.
I don't think anyone understands how much I am dreading school tomorrow though. I shouldn't be, nobody should have to hate going back to school this much, but I do, most people do, and that's why the education system is so fucked up. I haven't done my homework because I physically can't bring myself to, but that doesn't matter really. Basically, I just can't come to terms with the fact that tomorrow, I will be getting up at 7:30 to put on my school uniform and spend six and a half hours with people I don't get along with, and with my stress and anxiety levels rising with every assessment and test we get told about. I miss Year 9. Nothing mattered in Year 9.
But, it is only 6 weeks until half term. And Slam Dunk.
I am so excited to go to Slam Dunk, it's unreal. I get to see You Me At Six for the third time, and they're playing songs from Take Off Your Colours. I finally get to see Lower Than Atlantis, I can see Don Broco again, Neck Deep, As It Is. And for the first time, I can see Roam, Knuckle Puck, The Wonder Years, and Seaway. (Hopefully). It's mind blowing to be quite honest.
This kinda brings me onto something I'd like to talk about. TV Shows, Fictional Characters, and Bands. So, someone needs to explain to me, what is so bad about loving these things? Just because somebody loves a band, a TV show or a fictional character, it does not make them pathetic, lonely or weird or whatever. Sometimes these are the only things that make a person happy, and it takes their mind off of the world (which we all know is shit anyway). I must admit, without music and TV shows, I wouldn't be who I am today. These things shape people, and you just have to understand that.
(Also some people need to realise when something is a joke and when something is going too far. There is a line, and you need to try not to cross it. Please. Especially when it comes to something that means so much to someone. I'm probably guilty of this, but I know it's not nice.)
BUT OH MY GOD I'm like half way through Season 4 of Supernatural. Dude. DUDE. I need a moment. Everything is so tense and Castiel pulled Dean out of hell and the 66 Seals are slowly being broken and the apocalypse is near and !!!!!!!
I could actually talk about Supernatural forever. I won't, but I could. And Dean Winchester. MAN. A walking god I swear. Well, we know he's not, but he COULD be. Perfection in a person. And Castiel?? There is something about Castiel that makes me love him, his character is so mysterious (and really innocent may I add, it's funny sometimes), his eyes are crazy blue...there is definitely just something about him in general. Yeah. (Also young Misha Collins I mean COME ON WHAT IS THAT.)
Sooooo this whole post (and that last paragraph especially) is one that makes no sense and was definitely just me writing was I was thinking. So excuse it. It's a post I'm not expecting anyone to really read, and I've pretty much written it for my sake, so I feel like I'm actually telling somebody what's on my mind. Also, I can look back at this in years to come and hide behind a pillow cringing. That will definitely happen.
If you DID read this I probably love you dearly.
Grace<3
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